Today I am text post heavy and sad that I am not in a position where I can afford the clothes I like.I have a good sized wardrobe, I guess, but it’s not full of clothes that I actually like- it’s mostly just comfortable and tolerable.
While I don’t think that everyone has to care about clothes, I personally really enjoy clothes. I want to get to a point where I legitimately like everything in my closet, instead of only wearing the clothes I actually like on special days. And clothes don’t make the girl, but I would walk around feeling so much happier if I could look as good as I feel like I deserve to look.
I spent all of high school not caring what I looked like, but now I actually want to put effort into my appearance and it bothers me that I have to settle on tee shirts and tank tops and ill-fitting pants on most days. I am doing what I can by altering my tee shirts into something more wearable, but the fact of the matter is I really only enjoy maybe 30% of my clothing.
I consider myself a fairly confident person, but my confidence is diminished when I feel like I have to dress badly.